Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Urgh

Sorry its been so long;

ive got SOO MUCH on my mind right now;
Boys; boys; twilight; Friends: the usuall.


ITS SOO CONFUSING BEING A TEENAGE GIRL!!


ok; so i like this guy; lets call him mr. A; and he is super gorgeous; ok?
and like; he knows me so its weirdish;
the problem is that he really liked these two other girls;
lets call them chick J and Chick M.
He realli realli Liked them; and got crushed by both of them.
J dumped him for her ex; (who happens to be one of my friends; and she hates me)
and M is cool but i can remeber the daii that they broke up.
I was standing with my circle of friends...(him included)
when my friends....(made up names) Jamie and James saw M coming. They were making jokes on how she was going to dump him and stuff.
Then james was like; oh no. She s not going to dump you; shes going to yell at you for something that you didnt do.
she pulled him aside, and talked to him.
When he came back; he looked upset, and we knew instantly what had happened.
the Guys were all laughing and making jokes.
" i knew it!!"
"dont worry; there are other fish in the sea"
But i knew he was hurtingg.


SO he liked me for like; two daiis.
yea...and now his point of view is that dating sucks and is for losers.
Its not even that i want to go outwith him either;
its that i want him to be happy. I hate seeing him down all the time. As much as he tries to hide it. You can see in his eyes that hes hurting bad. it makes me feel guilty and makes me feel bad, his gloom is frieghtning. I sai hi to himm on msn; and yea we talk.
but we only talk cause I start the conversation. i want to tell him that i want him to be happy;
and that i want to be there for him to talk to someone.
I dont want to make it sound like i like him though;

FUDGESICLES!!

and the worst part is that i cant tell him how i feell;
the last time i did he didnt talk to me for three daiis.
im soo confused;
just someoneplease; help me.



Deebaby;

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

entry 02...09.02.08

HAPPYY BIRTHDAYYY NATASHA<3>ok soo; anywayyss;)
im at my besties house and shes like... omg happyy.
im with her and her friend joel and people keep knocking on her door...:(
its soo ANNOYYINNNGG
grrr;
hahahhehehe:D lol soorryyy

soo yea;
first dayy of school and it was ok;
not scarry but i did get lost. i hung with this girl all day and missed luch looking for a bathroom.
HAHAH<3 but w.e it was only 20 mins. today but whatever...;P i have amazing people... tashas freaking out over something soo...


KEEP IT POSTED
;D



DEEishbaby<3

Friday, August 29, 2008

entry 01... 08.29.08

HELLOO:D

my name is dee. I live in CANADA:D
btw; i do NOT live in an IGLOO. And YES we have MALLS:D

Being a 14 year old girl is HARDD. I mean; pmsing isnt easy'
and BOYS!!

ok;lets not even TALK about boys. theyre hard enough as it is.I mean, how do you know what they want. i mean, i aint no gangsta. im naw a skater. and there is HELL NO WAY ill ever be gothic. (when ever my Bestfriend sees a goth, she cries.) i will never be a whore and i honestly dont plan to lose my virginity any time soon thank you very much. soo what do they want?? could they not just want a girl cause we make them feel special?

ANYWAYS

im starting high school in 4 days and im kinda scared. i mean; i dont have a locker yet cause they need to find a spare locker; but what happens if i get stuck with gr.12z who chop me CONSTANTLY and bugg the crap outta me??SEE SEE??!?!?!?!
that would SUCK:(

my and my best friends ty and tasha are close. Tasha goes to an all girls school but me and ty go to the same school.

DONT WANNA BORE YOU NOW.


keep it POSTED:D

DEEish<3